i duno y, but whenever i blog i feel so emo. god this is not me...its the 2009 me, whr i emo 24 hrs n rarely smile at anyone, if i did, it jus appear in a flash. but i planned to change all this when im in 2010, i dunn wan ppl to c the emo side of me. so pleaseee someone, crack a joke for me. there r reasons for me to cry, to get angry n to smile away everyything and i cant possibly list it all out so dun ask me for it. as i said only one person noes -.- . today like siian. singapore river, although very pretty but its boring. got alot of tourist. i especially hate the china tourists. is it very weird for me to sit on the floor and do my stupid assignments ? y do they have to stare? like asif they first time c until someone sit on the floor likethat. some even took pictures -.-''' diao. watever. its none of my business. hais...i scared of going for judo competitions i have 2 questions to ask. Q1. will there b like an audience? Q2.will my opponent b like damn fierce n pro,like yolande, and give me that i-hate-u look.lol.i gave that look to lx though, when i first time randori with her (she lost, like O:) i freezed when she fell.its like everything paused for a minute. aww edward gonna b a junior again.lucky i didnt put in much effort on that randori. dun wan sabo until the seniors. walao i tell u if Yan feng, genevieve,mabel,tiffany,victor...etc etc etc all the seniors except edward and ESPECIALLY YAN FENG (but i noe she won lose so easily) have to drop down to junior i tell u, im gonna hate that person to the core. when fighting with seniors i aim for a draw. if i can for once, draw, i try to win once. but if fight with same lvl de hor, i tell u, that i-hate-u look is going to appear again.lol.its a mus win no matter wat. then im gonna receive another ripped finger i guess. i forever finger injury only lah. im not so weak like lx. i drag her with the gi one time,she fall liao.and she nvr beat me before.LOL.im so mean MUA HA HA HA HA-*cough, ahem,*cough *cough. lol.

Labels: lx hates her own atitude LOL wait till the day when she realise that kerstin is actually herself hahahaha