i soo wan to make frens with u. i soo wan to b close to u.i soo wan to fit in with u. u requested for something that i cant fulfill.now, its endless. now i dun even dare to touch the com. at most i keep this blog alive by posting everyday.thats all lor. i watched this new cantonese drama and now everytime i wan to cry. just finished crying from it. eye hurts.ow...dun b surprise if my eyes are swollen tmr. i can still cry now thinking of it...damn im like so...dumb? crying over drama.lol. now, thinking back of one part of wat mr yeo n yan feng told me. it totally make sense. ...lol i've grown up! im not this little girl playing with barbies anymore! but, i still look like a little girl.lol. my childhood fren, sec 4 now, ka chiao me. he call me like 'hey little girl, how old r u? pri 4?' stupid. he 1.78 sia.bully me. lol. i realised that there was a time i was taller than yw.lol.i pri 1 that time 1.23 but yw pri 1 that time 1.22.HAHA.but then...hais now yw is 30cm ++ taller than me.lol. eye still hurts. arhhh stop thinking.its just a drama. thx to dear papa, the space below my eye had an injury. in other words, he hit me -.- nid wear my specs for the whole day in sch liao.omg.i soo ugly >.< stupid lah.he say wan bring me go buy crumpler then ytd no one bring me go out then tdy i ask for it he say no time to buy -.- nvm, wait till nxt week. i suddenly feel very scared of the seniors leaving. I DUN WAN YANFENG TO LEAVE. cherish wat u have NOW.dun wait till the last few days of it then u regret not spending time with it. cherish ur mom,ur dad,ur family n everyone u have with u now. time will not wait for u n neither is it reversible. u have to think more than twice before u do something.cos crying over spilt milk is a stupid thing to do.k ur parents may b naggy, unreasonable, stubborn and sometimes even unagreeable. i feel that way too. but then, they r so important that u dun noe it. cherish them ok, u dunno wats in for u tmr.

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