sour sour...><. haiz...lifes like this... tdy mrs kwok lesson damn shiok. can guang ming zheng da listen to mp3. at first i was just testing her. i hold out mp3 and plan all the things to say back when she wanna come scold. but she jus look at me and turn away like my mp3 n earpiece is transparent o.o i nvr slack in judo tdy AT ALL sia. i was so guai. even practice randori with ppl before judo. now my muscle abit pain. i kena a blister on my feet >< poked with a needle. burst liao. not pain le. after losing all through the judo training. i tdy randori at least scored half point. i so long nvr have the feeling of winning even half a point. but i wont get proud jus cos i score half point. besides i lost in the end. to tell the truth. i still suck in randori - ALOT. i so retareded. thr was so many things i could have do. but my head not fast enough. nid practice more!!! GANBATTE!!! competition in 2 weeks timee. plus its a national. wth. i dunno y mr ho put us in national. i am not that pro. well if i train well. try to win in randori. if can then gd, cant then its ok, used to losing. so that when i go for the competition, when i lose, which is a cfm-will-happen thing then atleast wont have any regrets in not training well. 1st round. opponent- yshmail. lost. nvr even score anything. cried.punished self 20 push up. i cried not cos i lose. its cos im disappointed in myself. i keep telling myself everytime i fall to ' dun do it again. buck up abit. wat if competition u oso likethat???' so i tried to b better in the 2nd round. opponent-mabel. tried very hard. lost but atleast i made some improvement and had scored half a point. honestly. i had lost so many times that even a 1 quarter point i oso will happy. im gonna b a gd girl now. stop slacking and to learn more. practice too to try to perfect it so during competition wont feel hesitant. i working extremely hard for it!

lifes like this...yay new phrase. whether its tough ( mostly its tough for me ) or easy...life is like this. bitter or sweet, u still have to face it. aiya...its all destined. sometimes, its cruel, cold and bitter. but u have to go through alot of rain in order for a rain to appear right? wat the heck. :):

tdy boring boring. first lesson. ear piece on and sleep all the way. after that i very jing shen liao, until now. haha :): . stupid bus 162!!! y soo longggg!!! rained tdy. dammit. rain get bigger and bigger. shit. anw. stupid wall paint!!! stained my black crumplerr. chi bye lah. i nid jia you for judo. im like one piece of noobshit gonna train extra hard from now on NO SLACKING. try learn as much. practice as hard. jia you jia you ! add oil add oil! lose in this competition nvm. cos its national so i no nid think of even getting draw. randori with ppl more. walao randori with benny my skin coming out sia. finger damn pain sia. i dunno how he do it but he manage to take my hands off his sleeve. then later i see alot cotton on my finger. i nid train on my reactions. its so slow omg. and my speed and strength. reaction. speed.strength. i all nid to work on it. nvm. GANBATTE.

shawty is a melodie, in my head that i cant keep out got me singing like, na na na na everyday, its like my ipod stuck on replay...im sooo addicted to this songgggg ^^ . im really 85% happy tdy. sooo high. this would b the best day of 2010 so far.

tdy. first lesson. p.e x.x die. 2.4 km run. im dying...haha managed to get 13.05 min. wooo 5a1 oso got run. which means YAN FENG OSO GOT RUNNN. when she chiong look like got sl much power. i scared. lol.

then recess. bla bla bla.this pufflight student keep waving at me.wtf.

2nd lesson. history. wtf. slackkk. amazing i nvr sleep like usual. i purposely bring the history txtbk then tcher nvr use. walao eh. bag damn heavy sia. fuk. _l_

3rd lesson. maths. woooo
for once i actually concentrated in class. H.C.F n L.C.M like fuking easy. tcher ask me do on the board but he ask me do another way then in the end cant walao. the duster like the dirtiest i've ever seen in my whole life. use 2 times only my blouse got the dusty thing then try to sweep off then, walao, my blouse become blue blue one.

4th lesson. my fav. ENG. vocab. mr peterson de.
like usual. mark h.w. put in black file then, got another paper. walao eh.

then lunchhhh, i so hungry sia. i punish myself for gaining 1.9kg omg >< then didnt eat recess.

aft that DnT all the wayyyy. making foto frame now. nvr slack at all tdy. i wonder wat is wrong with me.

CDT kns. waste time. who would fuking care bout personal goals? try to sleep on my gi. woke up later cos of the applause. turn n...wtf. turn back quick >
then finally can go judo liao. u were thr? yay. walao mr ho ask me b class monitor for the day. nid do the warm up infront of everybody. i was thinking bout then warm ups like trying to rmb wat we do. when i stand in front. my mind turn blank. i suck in randori. lose lose lose. i only won once against lx. then aft nvr win alrdy. at most draw lor. nid fight against su wei. noooo. and yeah..., i lost.

went home lorh.

another boring day. so sian... play com whole day but no frens online -.- lazy bums. faster get ur ass online!!! yanfeng went out.still havent come back T.T i sooo boreddd. i see u online. dun dare tok to u. like i say, i feel...i duno... wait... U TOKED TO MEEE ^^

... ooo...runnnn....hideee. so throw face

went to ION with sis tdy. bought 3 T-shirts. one black. one white. one dull purple. bought a new wallet too.

fuk. i jus found out something that really make me boil. but. i wont post here :P. neh neh ni poo poo. wan noe ah? come ask me. msn or face to face. ow. burn marks on my handd T.T . i hate it when ppl say me, say until like i very bad like that. chi bye. not happy come find me NOW.
oh shit. i cut my frindge tdy. look so weird ><. but cant help it. ytd my hair was poking my eye. too long liao.i find myself weird. i dun tok to guys that r attached much. i dunno. i feel very extra. i will tok to the gf but i wont really tok to the bf. haha thats weird.

i nid. heart soothing. ice...ah! ICE CREAM. im gonna get some...

back. rainbow ice cream. it melt so fast. but its nice. i nid my soothing yanfenggg. she not online tdyyy.

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i see everyones blog. comment: my heart feel very sour. dunno y sia!!! i siao alrdy. when i want randori mr ho nvr pick me. tdy in judo feel quite bek chek. nvm. SMILES. im living in lies that keep me cool for awhile. later thinking back it make me feel abit...i dunno. sad? quite. y do u have to hurt so muchhhhh :'( ??? damn when i see u my mind naturally says ' shit. its u. ' no randori then i punch the dojo. starting lightly only. then i hit harder. then end with red knuckes. crysal saw n was shock. y do i lie to hurt so much? ans: thats wat i get when i let my heart win.

lets tok bout gangsters. no. they dun really throw their parents face. they r the prove for mothers that everyone will love. guai kia's mom then is the guailan one. they keep u nerdy n neat. forever scolding n beating until the kid scared then become so guai. honestly i feel abit insulted when u say gangsters until so badly. but its ok. wats done is done.

gangsters r fun to hang out with ( not cos they r cool or watever ). but becos they r like mysteries. they may seem fierce or watever but they really have a soft side that u will love. they r really loyal frens. thrs a diff person in them once u get to noe them. they may seem like carefree. but they face probs oso. when u noe them n the probs they face u will feel like giving them a comforting hug. i mean serious. some of them do. if u meet one that has a atitude u dun like its probably that they havent open up to u yet or they jus dun like u.

i tried to make many frens this yr in bps. i tried to make ppl like me. i made frens whole class. sec 1s, 2s, 3s, 4s and my fav yanfeng ^^. but i later found out that half of the frens i made hate me. so like o.o. now i shall concentrate on making ppl less hate me n blending in to the background. i realised that wat i did in the pass month was fking irritating. i now wan apologise to the ppl that hate me sincerely. hopefully they will forgive me. sry ppl.

woah...melissa...o.o...oooo. 1 freaking week just pass n so many things happened. in order to stop the tears from flowing i keep telling myself this lie, i keep telling myself that u'll b thr when i noe for the fact that u dun even noe. n even if u noe u oso dun care. ok u might find me weird being able to blog seeing as im quite busy now. im not using the com. im using my ds to blog. mii miss u. stop ignoring me. i nid u now. seeing u give me the cold shoulder really hurts. ... maybe i shldnt try to mend our frenship cos it only brings u sadness. likewise, i choose to let u b happy instead of me. but i swear swear swear i'll forever rmb a great fren like u. lols...lets watch u everyday, passing by, sitting thr, forgetting who is yuki, not even caring wat happen to me. y wasnt i online? u'd probably think i was avoiding u online...*smirks ... i'll let u think that way .anw love yf. thx for being thr when i needed it most. gek ling (is that how u spell her name?) too. thank lx for ur half pizza half bread. thank xx for listening to my grumbles abt how much that person. hmm...i sooo thank victor for listening to watever crap i like say when im online. i shld blend in to the background to prevent further hatred. i my judo frens: this whole week i only can go for judo during modular cca.

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i see u sad. i see myself smile. haha. not. i feel so secure when u around. i feel like, with u, i noe how to deal with anything. now ? BOOM! everything gone gone gone. thats all i can say. im just sec1, 13? still very immature. dun do this to me...


... i had no idea how to put it in words. anw anybody noe the book 'Today I'm Alice ' ? its a nice book. non-fiction.



cant deal wih life anymore... im disabled by uuuuuuuuu. but i'll cfm rmb u de.

... i duno wat to say. i duno wat to do. ignore meeee. tsk...hais...so sad. dun ignore lah. cant he/she sad. ignore lah. cant I sad. so difficult. see u sit thr. so quiet for the first time, scare the hell out of me. i first time see u alone sit thr. so quiet. scary. grading starts, watching u walk away alone, silently, a bout of insecure-ness came into me. i no confidence in it sia.

i nid u now. the most crucial moment now. whr r u???? ignoring meeee. u r just thr. but if i tok to u. u will ignore me. dun ignore me lah.

u said:
-dun tok
-dun look
-dun think

i cant help feeling sad whenever i see u. i swear i wont be able to forget abt u. even if u cut contact with me for yrs i will still rmb who r u. but then, maybe u will forget me le. :(

u said u would b thr. u say sad can find u. now u ask me to forget. how? im crying over u the first time. i feel so lost now. i dunno wat to do. nth seems right. problems all i cause. fuking trouble maker. i just saw the words appear n disappear. ytd like 'hahahhaahhaha.' tdy like...wtf. all lost in one blow. it will not b back anymore. ya. i bitch. i selfish. all my fault. so many words. i speechless le. i lost liao. i cant do anything liao. after tdy. wont be able to tok so loud alrdy. i lost my 'voice' liao.cannot tok so loud liao. confidence gone liao. they all left with just one person. i see u, u treat me like stranger. gimme cold shoulder all this. as all the memories like a video reply inside my head. all the painful memories left etched in my mind. u tell me dun think? is not like using fone to delete stuff from memory card ok. i dun forget thing by just pressing one button. if i lucky, will win in competition or get draw. suay, lose in competiton. even more suay, nvr even get into competition. u dun even noe inside my head the whole day mostly bout u. to u, i only think bout myself. nth more. .............................................................................................arghhhhh anyone got tissue? nvm i use my t-shirt.

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everybody is part of my life. ok except ppl that i hate which is not many. if i just lose one person will affect my life, regardless who that person is. if i lose u, i will feel lost.i duno wat to do.feels sad. ... ok lets jump sub. the feeling of hoplessness. undescribable. the feeling of lost. is like ... u wan to do something then like...i dunno. another undescribable one. i was feeling ok. now my heart like so heavy. if someone u love suddenly hates u...woah. u will feel damn shock. sad at the same time. but if the situation is when u can say nth. not even sry cos sry-s are for accidents and u noe u didnt do it on accident but its jus that u dun wan to do watever-thing-that-is cos u dun feel ok. then u given 2 roads. both oso wont feel right de how? dun choose? haha. i wish -.- . dun choose oso dun feel right HOW???? like whichever road u choose is wrong. then like so many things happening. frens. guy u like. home. another fren. then u will feel like very stress. but no choice. life have to go on. time wont wait for u. ur future is ever-changing. wat u do now, every move, can change it. so like the old saying 'make ur choices wisely' dun hand itchy then u just click wrong button ( on the com lah ) or type something wrong, then prepare for the worst. like me. hand itchy. now? kns. my life like shit. so many thing pressuring me >< i cannot stand it lah. but oso no choice right??? i ownself stupid go choose de wat :( . dun like me. i nvr choose properly then now can im like this useless person ok? cant do this cant do that. just an extra when ppl r sad... T.T i just to tell the ppl i frens i noe, that i love u very much. u r very imporant in my life. my life would b ... nth without u. u r the reason lifes better. pls dun ignore me or watever cos it hurts me alot. T.T

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someone help me stop the tears. it doesnt stop. help...im sry.i cant say sry. its all my fault.

u noe those anti-smoke campaigns like to say ' it only takes 1 puff and 10 secs for nicotine to get into ur head and for u to get addicted.' ? nah. this is C-R-A-P. not true lahhh. just wan scare u only. they think wat? drugs? cig n drugs diff de hor. drugs ofcos damn addictive lah.lols. i hate anti-smoke. very insulting to alot ppl ( i think ). or maybe not.let me tell u the diff.

drugs: die die cannot try. try once then x.x die. cannot control de.wan stop will go madddd.

cigs: try once wont die.can control de lah.try once later stop feel uncomfortable only lah, awhile gone liao.then u back to normal lor. but u wan try ask ppl help u hold the cig ornot ur fingers will have the smell.

see the diff? drugs is like ... a killer. smell one time u forever 'kena' by it.anws, dun ask me y i noe. -.- dun anyhow think oso cos u can easily get this info online. can google it.bla bla. holidays so sian...cant see alot ppl. waste time sia infact. i willing to train the whole holiday if anyone wan to teach ... dun think have. nvm. week only. wont die.


to u: dude, stop copying me. y do want to b frens of MY frens -.- ur like msging my fren 24 hrs i believe if i tell u yw's fb n fone no. u gonna pester him -.- damn it. if noe this person u dun have to like keep want to noe him or her right??? just stick with urs and i'll stick me mine like wat i do everyday. and for ur info. ur not pretty ( please ... -.- ) n ur so not cute. dude, u r fuking act cute. ur not cool either. u r like a nerd trying to act cool but fail. believe me, u look like a freaking chimera. dunno wats that? cos ur eng suck. go google it. let me tell u, a truly beautiful person wont admit she is no matter how ppl ask her. and dude, u do not look like me so clear off. i have my style so now go find urs. just b urself if u dun have one. u will nvr look like me. u can nvr b me. cos everybody is diff, no two will ever b the same even identical twins have diff styles. stop repeating wat i say to other ppl like as if its ur own words. i was the one that say every cca other than judo suck not u. -.- i bet u have ur reason for joining judo.

p.s : this is for little miss/mr anoymous so u cant scold me. of u did u r admitting it urself.so smarten up. ( im not trying to b a smart aleck k. im so not smart. im quite bad in studies. )

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tdy.cried in judo for some dumb reason. omfg >.< . like as if 'tap' spoil. but serious lah. i see until the scene i cry like dunno wat.lol. if 'wat happen tdy' kena spread, it will b the end of my 1 n a quarter yr.lol. so shiok. tdy 1e2 ppl no come. or not fuk noisy. if abel kena whacked.alvin deserves to b whacked more. his mouth so fuk. -.-. he dunno wat danger he is putting himself in.lol. :P.stupid jane tan drag the time until i nvr eat lunch. -.- bitch. purposely drag the time.plus i no eat recess. i sit outside wait tcher cos the classroom door locked (got chem test ) like a beggar like that. cavell walk pass, i ' cavell, got food???' stupid lah. he say no. then ppl walk here walk there. one person was even eating a sandwich. i so damn hungry that forget wat food tasted like.do the paper that time i cant concentrate. hear my tummy growling. after that got 30 min before judo i CHIONNNNNGGGG to the canteen like as if left with one plate of rice. sooo hungry. but the disadvantage is: later warm up when i jumping. the food inside my stomach jumping oso.haha.

i feel so guilty...some reason.dun ask.lots of srys to that person. anw, i got ..... liao. like woah. dun ask me this oso.dun anyhow assume oso. i dun want march holidays to come can? lol. holidays sucks. its wasting my time. i nid spend more time with yanfeng T.T later i after this yr cant see her liao. i rmb asking one senior. i rmb its a she. she say VERY thin chance for them to come back judo. so u telling me after apr i forever cannot see yanfeng lah? T.T ... scary. lol ... emil will feel sad if i reveal that 5 lettered word. anw. i finally finish icast liao. so crappish.i look like the usual. crap. i hate 1 week holidays. they r a waste of timeeee. lol. 1 mth? ok lah...haha although i still prefer sch. tdy is another peaceful non quarrel day.yay, tmr must gather every ounce of courage. tdy in sch i grumbled bout how difficult it isto find someone u like that likes u back. and like usual. god proved me wrong :P haha. finally. tdy iss the last day of chemistry.WOOOO. but the future science lessons still 2 hrs. hais ... T.T

Labels: im not christian or catholic for ur info

another peaceful, non-quarreling, day in sch. judo was...ok. suay suay i nid randori with 3 ppl that i think very pro. yolanda, su wei n genevieve. these 3 ppl. u randori with them just take 2 to 3 steps then they can throw u liao. i think i nid to steer clear of ppl that dun like me to prevent further hatred. science lesson today was like fuk ok. 2 hrs of boredom.i after 1 hr sitting down i restless liao. i stand up in the mids of the lesson and stttttttrrrrrrreeeeeeettttttcccccchhhhhh. arhhhh, so shiok. but then the ppl sitting around me ask' u mad arh?' .the stretch finish liao. i sit down. feel bek cek again. weather so hotttt. my pink dolphin become warm one. then like keep fidget. even if got wind come in oso is hot air. then was like 'walao eh.weather damn hot sia.' nth to do. sleep lor. 1 min later. tcher call me. replied with a damn irritated tone. tcher say if i dun wan study can get out of the class. if really can hor, 3/4 of the class will charge out of the class. i wan complain to principalll. the duration of science lesson too long.ppl getting restless n bek cek after 1 hr or so. then cos duration too long ppl cant concentrate. cant learn anything. resulting in me failing chemistry for the first time. wtf. i gonna ask tuition tcher teach me science...heck lah, ask him teach everything.lol jk jk. i nid improve in my judo. i suck in randori n groundwork. randori only won once. groundwork nvr win before T.T s.o.s i so lan. oh. speaking of judo. tdy zhihao's fist landed on abel's face. LOL. he was crying abit by the time i saw him. i sooo wan to see abel kena whacked. tdy very quiet. nth interesting going on. zhihao went to judo ^^. yew wei...hais...yew wei...wonder wat u doing now. i so admire ppl with their life so happy. with no curfews. having like sooo many chance to go out with frens. i rarely have the chance. so therefore i dun wan ppl to ask me for stead nor do i wan though i wish i could. cos if i did, i rarely can spend time with that person.

Labels: i saw elaina damn lot of times tdy o.o

i 'walked' around in the world of blogging.took many peeks.i think my 2nd 2009 sickness is coming back. im gonna like 'control' myself now.watever reason its for. u shld have seen my 2008 - 2009 blog. its ... dump, stupid. but damn emo.and stupid. ok sry this is the 2nd time i said it was stupid. anw, its too bad that blog has viewing probs. u noe i have this like fear. damn.stop saying the word 'like' . ok ok.restart. im starting to have this fear...ok there are more than one. some of them ppl noe some dun. ... o.o my reaction. i got speechless. just tell me my mistakes,my attitude probs n watever u ppl dislike bout me so i can change. getting paranoid. starting from tmr if i keep asking questtions like 'does anyone hate me?' or 'do u noe of anyone that hates me? or even 'do u hate me?' then that 2nd 2009 mental prob of mine is definitely coming back. u ppl will get alittle irritated by it cos i was an irritating person in 2009. not sure if i still am. but u just have to tell me if i am ok. i have one big sorry to say to genevieve. ... and some sec 2s, 3s, 4s or even 5s if there are, that dislikes or hate me. i noe...ok i list out arh?

hated for:

1. act cute

2. act mature

3.act pro

4. cant keep my comments to myself

but i noe most of them is abt the act cute part. to emil, u see? i alrdy tell u . u have bad taste for liking me. go find someone better. i just an extra in this sch ok? not hinting anything. not attention seeking. and MOSTLY not trying to gain any sympathy.i became a bitch once i entered this school.damn.someone, slap me. i noe a few ppl feel like doing that...k.long pause. to b honest,i dun really like myself. when i was in primay sch i despised myself. i dun even wan to look in the mirror. the only times i looked in a mirror was when i : go to the toilet. comb my used-to-be short hair (even then i only look at my hair not at my face). ok. i will change all of the bad stuff bout me starting from tmr.shall 'control' myself...

Labels: my life keep rewinding the same bad stufff keep rewinding for the las3 yrs

finally.peace regained.now can blog bout wat i missed for the pass few days.

thursday.modular cca.
kena pwned =w=.haha not funny.
2 min break walk down to drink water from water cooler.
walk back up that time zhihao stick 'emergency exit' on my back.
was saying something to xx.
turns around, all of them laughing.
reaction: o.o ?
first thing in my mind was 'oh shit something on my back >.< '
touches my back, eh...y nth one?
xx say 'help u take out liao.'
wtf. so paiseh sia.

friday.after sch.
put down my bag in hall.take out wallet then saw zhihao.
go j8 eat KFC.nice.saw sherralyn n her new frens.waa she so many frens.
went back sch.step in hall.
look 360 degrees for pink bagpack.
hais...no sign of it.
keep wallet.turn around.look straight n saw...ZHIHAO IN GI O.O
shock until i almost fall down.
xx ask 'eh eh eh wat happen???'
was like 'look there...'
xx oso ' HUH ZHIHAO IN JUDO???'
lol.funny expression.

saturday.
boring.fb.blogs.quarrel on tagboard.-.-.

sunday.today.
yay finally lx no come my blog liao
wooohooo!
fb-ed
tried one arm push up like a million times.
failed like a million times
T.T i half way down then drop liao.
yay tok to yw again ^^.
lol he say he one arm push up go all the way down cannot come up again.
hahahahahaha.damn funny sia.
i now still can laugh bout it.

i wan fone T.T ... anyone think ur fone is crappy n trashy.give it to me.just can msg ppl n call ppl can liao.dun gimme those kind of fones with only 2 buttons. one for emergency n one to call home.( n im not joking bout that.there are such fones.they are called 'lady bug' . can be purchase in america.)

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stop scolding me n asking ur gans to scold me. i dun wan to fight with u. u go read the whole chat history. see properly. is who start scolding? i have my personal probs to solve stop adding on to the stress. and i didnt scold ur mom. i dun even rmb mentioning ur mom in all the quarrels. this fight is between u n me. i alrdy ask zhi hao to dun care bout this. can we like get it clear before the quarrels start? i alrdy stop scolding u in my blog after i noe u feel angry bout it ok. then u suddenly give me that face. u noe that prob grew until its soo big now? can u ask ppl properly? and stop saying that i lie. i didnt lie to anyone. y do u like to say that i lie? many question marks k. if one person tell u something it cant totally prove that its right. if u comes from annabel its not even trust-able. if is annabel tell u that I scold ur mom then i tell u now that i did not. i rmb telling u to treat ur mom well right? i told u not to be so rude to her only right? y is all the blame coming to me? stop it can? im sick n tired of it. im sick n tired when u come to my blog n scold me out of blue then become like totally my fault likethat. can u listen to other ppl tok for once. esther tried to tok to u but u jus scolded her something and walk away. like that how ppl explain to u? i this few days nvr even blog until wat happen in sch. i dun wan my every post to b only bout u ok.

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dude, wats wrong with her? y does she wanna quarrel with ppl all the time? who gave her my blog? shes not welcome here! y she keep guai lan me? fuk off cos i dun wan to see u n ur chi bye bin everyday. if u is really want to transfer sch.u would keep persuade ur mom to let u transfer. n i noe u cant live without back up. i soo pity annabel for once. when we ignore u. u go suck up to anyone u can find. u give u chance, u dump them all n start telling us then the person u stick with very dunno dunno wat. -.- . i noe i noe. annabel told me before. acting blur is ur style. and, please, u told me u wanted to change...change to wat? change back to ur old self? yeah, thats wat u did. all the 'sorry's u said taste like plain water. cos u dun mean. u r only sorry u got caught. u look ugly when u cry.please.take a bow. cos its over now. n clean ur specs with a piece of cloth. i have nvr said or posted anything saying that i taught u maths. open ur tiny, single eye lid four eyes. i stated clearly that ' xx taught me maths cos i dun noe how to do my H.W. ... xx oso got teach lx ... ' on 2nd of march. everyone can b a witness. dude, dun step one mature one can? u r the one wasting my time for starting the quarrel with all ur remarks on my tagboard. u this coward sitting behind the computer monitor screen. come tok to me face to face n dun walk away when u have nth to say. dun tell me sry when u r feeling scared like u did last time. u better stop guai lan-ing me before something. then u go cry to ur: mom,dad,step-dad,grandma,hamster,amelia,jun bin,benjamin n en wei. dun think that u say u like en wei can get on victor's nerves cos he have no feelings for u wat-so-ever to feel that way. cant u see that he doesnt even want to walk home with u this mon? waiting for jonas was a total excuse that backfired. stop living in ur own fantasy world where u r forever right n ppl r forever in the wrong. this is the real world. cant get used to it then live with it.

Labels: ppl he is not insulting judo he is trying to say that lx act cos she got learn judo

yay.got crumpler liao.same as yanfeng one.hmm...i got a feeling that ppl r gonna have some comments.i gotta a feeling...OOooo...nvm. sch is soo boring. right on the most crucial moment...i forget to bring MP3 T.T. i can understand how 'some' ppl feel. i oso want to ask the same ques as him/her. y r ppl i love leaving me? ( not i-noe-who...-.- she is nt in any position ) ok.this is crap.continue.kena pang seh-ed.god, this sch sux. dude, me n xx gave u a chance. xx's tolerations have a limit to it ok. its is rubbing thin down to the core. u dun wan listen.fine.say i act pro in judo? i was trying to correct u-.- wo hao xin gen ni jiang ni bu yao ting jiu sua.ok?.wo bu xiang lang fei shi he ni chao de mei wan mei liao.ok? stop it ok? im trying hard not to quarrel with u. if is u that start the fight, then is u ask for comments that will make u angry. im dun wan fail maths again.will change place if theres any empty seats at the front. u wanna play i let u play.im not stopping u now. if u think this is making u stop then-too bad.dun come my blog. i wan to noe who r yuki-haters. jus curious? im sure there are quite alot? i dunno. guess? not hinting anything.dun get the wrong idea. jus dun wan to make those ppl hate me any further. i touched a just-melted glue tdy during D&T. ouch.hottttt.painnn. i nid help in judo. someone teach me some technics. i osoto gari become get myself in trouble. someone teach meee. any technics? how come the boys noe so much? some secret training session? i wan someone teach me leh. dun just ignore this. i noe .U. sitting behind the screen noe some technics right? teach me lah.kor nvr go sch tday? o.o com suddenly got prob.i cant go to fb tdy.o.o.

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yo.tdy, slack slack slack.i put my MP3 in my pencilbox then likethat lie down pretend to b lazy bum. ok ppl lets learn some algebra....1) V+A=FL.2) V+?=L. someone help me solve this ques. dun understand ah? the letters actually mean something. haha hint*hint*. still dun understand??? -.- fine.tmr come ask me.lol. went to library to study tdy.i so guai.haha.cos i dunno how do H.W. ask xx teach. then before that xc oso teach lx liao.later lx say she dunno how to do.lol.i finally noe how to do compound interest!!! but...if the ques say the rate is compounde leh o.o ok i tmr go xx again.lol.ppl come teach me will vomit blood.my retarded mind. u noe slow reaction? yay my sis (real, blood-related one hor) buying me crumpler tmr. ^^ . she better return home with the correct crumpler.lol. took bus, then when bus moving half way almost reach cat high acros the busstop(my home at bishan st 23 blk 214. close to bishan active.) i saw zhi ching. haha tdy saw yanfeng!!! ^^ early in the morning.hais...i dun apr to comeee. T.T sec 4 n 5 seniors dun foret me hor.must come back training often after O'lvl hor T.T i will miss u all. maybe i will cry during their grad day. T.T yanfenggg...hmmm...their prom night...waa yanfeng cfm sooooo pretty one lor. im thinking so far ahead. i dun wan senior to leave. make the time pause. even if i have to stay 12 forever i oso duun wan it to reach apr. even u same as someone.diff class oso very rare get to c them. sometimes like as if they from diff class like that. lol.lx ask some impossible ques. haha.wont post here. come ask me. im a frenly person.i wont bite u unless u bite me first.lol.sometimes i wont even bite back.how i wish yanfeng sec 2A.then i guai guai maintain in express then we can graduate on the same day :D.lol.i sooooo crazy over yanfeng!!! ^^ dun worry.me no les.im anti-les ok.i choose kawaii guys to girls.im perfectly normal.k.

Labels: anyone dun wan ur fone

i wan a fuking fone. anybody changing fones? gimme ur old fone lah. dun worry, i dun mind crappy fones cos ive used even crappier ones. ive only had 2 fones in my life and they r both damn damn crappy fones. the first one was like those stupid fones u can purchase from 7 eleven. but inmy case its won from some lucky draw so it cost $0.eventhen it took me a long time for me to persuade them to give me the fone.then one fateful i forget to bring it home and it was nvr to b found. then my mom's fren gave me the fone that her son doesnt wan anymore (yet another crappy fone) wth. civics ed didnt tell me that u can give ppl things that u dun wan anymore. then my dear papa smashed it in a fit of anger and now he is acting like its my fault -.- wth u dun c my msgs, i wont try to snatch it back then u wont get mad and smash my fone -.- cant i even use my ang pao money to buy myself a fone seeing as its MY money. but i noe u so well that i noe that ur nxt move will b confiscating the new fone i bought -.- so i rather save the money.


yw, stop ignoring me lahhhh, sry , i dun mean to b like that :'( yw...

Labels: pray that victor give me his fone