i see everyones blog. comment: my heart feel very sour. dunno y sia!!! i siao alrdy. when i want randori mr ho nvr pick me. tdy in judo feel quite bek chek. nvm. SMILES. im living in lies that keep me cool for awhile. later thinking back it make me feel abit...i dunno. sad? quite. y do u have to hurt so muchhhhh :'( ??? damn when i see u my mind naturally says ' shit. its u. ' no randori then i punch the dojo. starting lightly only. then i hit harder. then end with red knuckes. crysal saw n was shock. y do i lie to hurt so much? ans: thats wat i get when i let my heart win.

lets tok bout gangsters. no. they dun really throw their parents face. they r the prove for mothers that everyone will love. guai kia's mom then is the guailan one. they keep u nerdy n neat. forever scolding n beating until the kid scared then become so guai. honestly i feel abit insulted when u say gangsters until so badly. but its ok. wats done is done.

gangsters r fun to hang out with ( not cos they r cool or watever ). but becos they r like mysteries. they may seem fierce or watever but they really have a soft side that u will love. they r really loyal frens. thrs a diff person in them once u get to noe them. they may seem like carefree. but they face probs oso. when u noe them n the probs they face u will feel like giving them a comforting hug. i mean serious. some of them do. if u meet one that has a atitude u dun like its probably that they havent open up to u yet or they jus dun like u.

i tried to make many frens this yr in bps. i tried to make ppl like me. i made frens whole class. sec 1s, 2s, 3s, 4s and my fav yanfeng ^^. but i later found out that half of the frens i made hate me. so like o.o. now i shall concentrate on making ppl less hate me n blending in to the background. i realised that wat i did in the pass month was fking irritating. i now wan apologise to the ppl that hate me sincerely. hopefully they will forgive me. sry ppl.