u said u would b thr. u say sad can find u. now u ask me to forget. how? im crying over u the first time. i feel so lost now. i dunno wat to do. nth seems right. problems all i cause. fuking trouble maker. i just saw the words appear n disappear. ytd like 'hahahhaahhaha.' tdy like...wtf. all lost in one blow. it will not b back anymore. ya. i bitch. i selfish. all my fault. so many words. i speechless le. i lost liao. i cant do anything liao. after tdy. wont be able to tok so loud alrdy. i lost my 'voice' liao.cannot tok so loud liao. confidence gone liao. they all left with just one person. i see u, u treat me like stranger. gimme cold shoulder all this. as all the memories like a video reply inside my head. all the painful memories left etched in my mind. u tell me dun think? is not like using fone to delete stuff from memory card ok. i dun forget thing by just pressing one button. if i lucky, will win in competition or get draw. suay, lose in competiton. even more suay, nvr even get into competition. u dun even noe inside my head the whole day mostly bout u. to u, i only think bout myself. nth more. .............................................................................................arghhhhh anyone got tissue? nvm i use my t-shirt.

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