everybody is part of my life. ok except ppl that i hate which is not many. if i just lose one person will affect my life, regardless who that person is. if i lose u, i will feel lost.i duno wat to do.feels sad. ... ok lets jump sub. the feeling of hoplessness. undescribable. the feeling of lost. is like ... u wan to do something then like...i dunno. another undescribable one. i was feeling ok. now my heart like so heavy. if someone u love suddenly hates u...woah. u will feel damn shock. sad at the same time. but if the situation is when u can say nth. not even sry cos sry-s are for accidents and u noe u didnt do it on accident but its jus that u dun wan to do watever-thing-that-is cos u dun feel ok. then u given 2 roads. both oso wont feel right de how? dun choose? haha. i wish -.- . dun choose oso dun feel right HOW???? like whichever road u choose is wrong. then like so many things happening. frens. guy u like. home. another fren. then u will feel like very stress. but no choice. life have to go on. time wont wait for u. ur future is ever-changing. wat u do now, every move, can change it. so like the old saying 'make ur choices wisely' dun hand itchy then u just click wrong button ( on the com lah ) or type something wrong, then prepare for the worst. like me. hand itchy. now? kns. my life like shit. so many thing pressuring me >< i cannot stand it lah. but oso no choice right??? i ownself stupid go choose de wat :( . dun like me. i nvr choose properly then now can im like this useless person ok? cant do this cant do that. just an extra when ppl r sad... T.T i just to tell the ppl i frens i noe, that i love u very much. u r very imporant in my life. my life would b ... nth without u. u r the reason lifes better. pls dun ignore me or watever cos it hurts me alot. T.T

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