shitt!!! i screwed up - again. on msn - again. fuck. im gonna delete my msn acc someday. stupid. so bek chek. nxt nxt mon competition coming. i nid coaching. everytime plan during the weekends stuff to teach me. then either at sat or sun. something happen. ignore me. weekdays finally come then nvr teach me. -.- i no time to waste le. 4 days of training left. i cant sit thr and do nth. i have to do something. i have to train.

anw. i finally got fone le. i have 2. the first fone my father gimme say cannot use to msg. -.- then i bought another fone for msging. lan fone. cost $30. its for msging only. nth one. now my fone no money. nid buy another top up card. dammit. i face finacial crisis k. my wallet no money. shitttttt. fuckkkkk. time rewind pls. rewind 5 mins ago can le. cos it all last for 5 min. fuck. i sibei bek chek now. fucking bored. dun wan stay in grandma house. dun say anything to PROVOKE ME. not even sarcasm. sarcasm make me feel twitchy. i nid ice cream but its fatteninggg. frens. they either piss me off or they walk away. disappoint me and stuff. alls left. YANFENG. im gonna stick to no guy. aiyaaaa yanfeng not online. shit. arghhh...how to vent ur anger at home? thrs no way. damn it. no one teach me judo le. nvm lah. i lose this time is to get experience.