"So I don't have to say you were the one that got away."

Monday, May 17, 2010

i wonder...y ppl can so easily b zeus's gan? y u treat ur gans so gd? y cant it b me? y is thr a solid hard obstacle between us tht is so difficult to remove? its like i cant walk out of it but i can only walk pass it, everytime i meet it again, i have to think of new ways everytime to get pass it. n to b honest...im getting tired of it. its tiring to have to do it. y? i nvr expect u to break with ur gf or wat. i wan u to stay long with ur gf. i nvr expect myself to b with u. i just wan u to b nice to me. nth much le. such a small thing oso cannot? i like to think of the past... when we're in judo...when i was able to tok to u...when we have fun. will we b able to go back to being like tht? but i rmb the thing tht happened after the 'fun' period. aftertht few days it was like 360 degrees change. it turned into a downright depressing n stressful period. all the things tht happened...the things tht hurt our only frenship...the amt of tears i shed for it. it left a scar in me. it was a moment forever left etched in my head. i had a riff in my head...i just cant forget it. i keep asking myself why... i cant take it...i wasnt faking it...then, it happened you pass by.......then u're gone, somewhr i wasnt going back, the day u slipped away...was the day tht i found it wont b the same.................i miss u...miss u so bad.

today i saw u, i dunno whether to laugh or to cry. i didnt noe how to react. then out of the panic n shock, i picked the wrong expression by laughing...i see ur face, it changed my mood, i was feeling down, but i couldnt show it to anyone...so, i brought back the smile. it was difficult to keep it on my face...for long. i dunno y...i shld b happy, but, it reminds me of...certain things. i keep thinking over n over again...why me? and should i? maybe its fate, its meant to b like tht. fate didnt allow our frenship to go on till we r even just closer by abit. but then again...i still wan to ask, why mus it b u tht fate created the obstacle between us

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