im gonna b very careful from now onwards...tht las post was...>< wth. wont elaborate any further. tdy i was finally able to take the bus with yf. n honestly, somehow i think...i dunno...i just think, we drifted alittle apart. am i being too sensative? n her haircut makes her look so ... round? but it looks ok. as in like chubbier. (no offence though) i like her old hairstyle. anw, wah, like las frii missed the 162, sat n sun no sch. in just 3 days we can drift just a tiny bit apart...wat if after her o'lvls? a few months nvr see her, liketht will drift alot...isnt it? i dun wan tht to happen sia. like so scary... shes like the 1st most important person in my life. 2nd is...(if u noe the GOOD. if u dunt, guess then) i wonder how days will b like in sec2. take bus-alone. go sch-alone. go to judo-alone (ok lah, not alone as in i 1 person only) its like 1st most important person not in sch le. 2nd most important-cant b bothered to go for it. then if i lost the 2nd most important person again, tht 1 most important person nt in sch le then i by then really dunno wat to do sia. may break down (for once.if it did then...wow) nahh wont lah IM STRONG!!! : ) : . haha...y i keep moodswing ah? im crazy. it must b tht tiny fear in me.i think. ....when i liketht i think of the song complicated-avril lavigne. the first part ' cuz lifes like this...thts the way it is.' lol. i found a new fear. (1st fear. ghost (im fucking sensative to it) 2nd fear. injections( its a phobia actually) ). the fear of losing my love ones. im sure everyone will b scared of it oso.

to all my love ones(if u noe who u are), I LOVE YOU ALOT. U R ALL MORE IMPORTANT THAN MY FAMILY THEY ALL. U R THE ONES THT KEEP ME GOING ( especially the first two importantt ones ) I LOVE YOUUUUU. DUN FORGET BOUT ME !!! <3 without u all, i think i earlier alrdy emo till like fuck. now bo emo till like mad le lor. if u all had seen me las yr, i think...u will hhave to try to stop me from doing 'something' ( nth sick ).

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