"So I don't have to say you were the one that got away."

Monday, June 28, 2010

finally...no more anoymous scold me... or maybe havent continue scold yet?anw arigato gozaimas to u*. if u noe who i toking bout.

ok anw. tdy. start sch.
step out of the bus. met shalini.
she told me tht during her band camp nid to march? lol
then i tell her bout the judo camp.
reach inside. sit down.
feel abit tired. cos ytd nvr sleep?
saw victor. he changed specs. so weird
he like having cold war with me?
i call him so many times tdy. he nvr ans :( haiz....
genevieve, u noe wat happen anot?
oh ya. saw zeus. at first nvr see clearly. turn away too fast.

then suay suay first lesson is history. bored till....ok lah. havent die yet.
then after recess.
geog.
wah bored till really gonna die man!!
then start pester ppl.
haha. sry.
after tht got animac.
not fun de :(
i prefer music!!!!!
then the eng thing very messy
whole sec 1 lvl ( except 1t1 ) nid go library
damn alot of ppl
peterson ask us to read newspaper -.-
wth.
i put the newspaper ( nvr touch until ) nicely on the floor
then i keep looking down like i reading like tht -.-
the newspaper make my hand so dirty.LOL
after tht. lunch
nvr eat!!!! save money for ipod nano!!!!
aft tht again.

after tht jane tan lesson. siannnn
fone cannot take out.
then last period maths. got this tcher damn fuck.
dunno wat mrs koh or something?
damn kb lah she.
hate her. stupid.

after tht judo....waterbreak. randori. finish.
end liao my mood damn bad. heard something. doesnt wan to noe
doesnt wan it to happen. but cant help it
rather let other ppl b happy.
lol. :):
now mood ok le bah...
i think?
shld b.

YANFENG WAS THR!!!!! for awhile o.o'''


Sunday, June 27, 2010

yay. finally at home le ^^. mi desktop waiting for me. tmr sch reopen. finally. this holiday bored like mad. totally nth to do. tmr can see the whole world!!!!!! everybody!!!!!!! haha. but sian. tmr mon. monday then the sch later then start. later start = cannot take same bus as yf. tsk. nvm. still got tuesday waiting. hope xx got bring my jane tan hw to sch. if she got bring hers. forget bring mine i'll skin her alive man. tmr i thing gonna sleep in class again cos not used to so early wake up. fluffy finally got her 5 times bigger cage back. aiya. rush rush. gotta go.


Friday, June 25, 2010

yay sch gonna reopen. haha haiz. still. im bored. i realise fluffy likes my jelly band ( thts the more decent name of it. ) n my anklet. i think she find tht my anklet look like hay material. i just lie down on the floor she come n sniff sniff my left leg. then crawl to my right leg whr my anklet is then go bite the anklet. wth. i move away liao then she come sniff my hand thr. got jelly band. then go bite. AGAIN. then crawl on my body. then down again. i dunno wat she doing sia.lol. then suddenly jump jump run. crazy sia.lol. then i lying against the sofa thr. she awhile later come walk into the small space between my back n the sofa n squeeze in thr. lol. kawaii sia.got hay eat dun eat. come eat my anklet. i noe i attracts u alot. i noe it looks like 2 strings of hay tied tgt but. hello...? its black in colour. use ur brain lehh fluffy. dun disgrace me..lol. i gonna fall asleep. so tired. not gonna type anymore.


Wednesday, June 23, 2010

ok. im sure u all see this everywhr .lol. but im still gonna say it. i just came back from judo camp. :P i bet almost everybody will post tht on their fb wall. damn tired. fan blowing my eye...like gonna fall asleep. LOL. anw. ytd like weird weird thing happen. dunno whether true anot. cos ytd whole group of girls outside the classroom then 4 guys stand at the bridge thr. we like tht tok. then dk noe i very scared...tht...*ah piao. then he say ' eh yuki look thr. thr got something >:D ' then i look. i saw something white float past...is really float sia. not fly eh. then it disappeared. dunno whether is real or my eyes see *stars. then after tht go back classroom liao dewi they toking with all the sec 1s. in the middle of the classroom. i go to the back to pack my thing properly cos i just bathe. then i heard someone call my name. in a harsh tone. then i thought who, i turn n ans. i see nobody. then i shout to tht group of girls ' eh u all call me ah??? ' then all of them look at me like im speaking some alien language. its like at tht time no one was nearby me. the voice i heard was right beside. like as if they toking through my ear. then i dun care it lor. lol wat can i do sia? nvr see until can le. then after tht off light liao. i wait the sec 1 sleep liao i ask jana ( i share sleeping bag with her ) " u got toothpaste? " then she say got. cos me n her damn bored at night. then i go put toothpaste on puay boon hand. too bad. it was exposed to me. then she nvr feel until sia. then she turn to the side tht got toothpaste. me n jana start laughing. then jana laugh until damn loud sia. i use her gi all this cover her mouth. then after tht i go out the toothpaste on annabel's neck >:D then i dunno whether she at night got touch it anot. lol. then jana go dap dap dap the toothpaste on crisel hand. abit only. she wanna testing. hahah. then i dap abit. cos i wan spread the toothpaste. then i go put toothpaste on ppl slipper oso. hahahahahhaha. then middle the whr u it will touch in between ur toes. hahahahhhaah. damn funny. but then girls not fun wan. so petty. nxt day i heard got ppl angry. lol. lame. play only oso like tht. this is call bonding k. the guys more fun lor. they wont complain de lor. i nvr prank on the seniors cos they cfm will pump. so like not fun alrdy lor. i make 4 ppl only. nvm i nxt yr go prank on the sec 1s. >:D i make sure they turn into santa claus the nxt day. hahahahahha. my feedback : CHENGYI THT GROUP NVR BOND AT ALL!!!! i bonded with my group lor. we play like mad like tht. then i see chengyi n annabel they all sit aside de lor wth. oh ya. then tht night i forget tht i touch until the colgate then i go rub my eye. damn minty minty sia. eye pain. was abt to fall asleep. wth. haha.

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Sunday, June 20, 2010

fucked up -.- just ruin my mood. let me find out who the fuck r all those annoying anoymous ppl n start of the sch they dun nid to return home alife -.- think u older than me i scared? think u got back up i scared? nb. tell u im not. anything not happy come say in my face u dun act one anoymous n scold ppl like tht n think nth will happen to u. once ppl found out who the fuck r u, u will die a even worser death. act cute? which part of ur fucking eyes do u see me doing tht? nb u took so much notice of me to say tht i act cute? dun noe me dun judge me. when u say a person is doing something like e.g got fuck face or watever as long as they nvr do it on purpose then is not who they are. fuck u anoymous i nvr do anything to u, u dun come guailan me. nb. cb. make me angry. u reap wat u sow ( ok i noe this is stupid but its true ). the same thing is going to happen to u. taging on someone's blog got age limit de meh? i tag someone blog means flirt meh? liddat wah i flirting with victor sia. genevieve come kill me. -.- stupid lah those ppl. and toking to someone older than me = flirt? whr the fuck did u get this from -.- u dun lame lah. still have the face to say u older than me. ur mind so narrow n negative tht abit abit thing u say flirt. -.- i act cool??? ok lets get this straight. once a person is act cute de. they cannot b cool cos these 2 r totally opposite things. i act pro? u jealous tht im better than u though ive nvr said tht i am. define proud n satisfied. THEY'RE DIFFERENT. i think ur stupid enough to not b able to see the diff. im a sec 1. yes. but ur older than me. y can i see the diff n u do not? -.- y is ur mind so full of negative things? if u say i childish nvm. i admit yes. sometimes i am. dude im just sec 1 wat do u expect? but u say i act cute this i really dun understand. since when? ok dun tok bout term 1. tht month ok i was. abit. but after tht i dun see it alrdy. wats ur fucking prob? i didnt do anything to u, u wan come guailan me. i wan tag on whose blog is my fucking prob. u say cz sec 3? i tag his blog cos i wanna flirt him? like tht i tag victor's blog damn lot of time n he is sec 4. i oso got tag other sec 3's blog more than i tag cz blog. y u say i wanna flirt him? i tag him for 1 time only then u gimme all this crap. -.- fuck off man. get a life. stop doing all this crap. ur older than me. u shld noe. it doesnt get u anywhr. if u cant stand me n my behaviour then LIVE WITH IT. nobody asked u to like me.

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Thursday, June 17, 2010


so long no post. its not cos i lazy. is i cannot use com :'( . dunno wat the fuck is wrong. now i at home cos later got tuition. nid retest ( again ) -.- this june one i skip le then thought dun have liao then suddenly my sis come bomb me one ' U NOE WHENS UR RETEST ANOT???? NXT THURS GOT RETEST LEH!!!! ' wth. when she say tht time i didnt even noe wat she toking abt.


my class seem to have one ' 2nd lee ling ' -.-. damn disgusting sia. i mean not lee ling disgusting is tht 2nd wannabe disgusting. come le judo no one cared. no one took 2nd look at her. then she go find someone tht hated her alot. genevieve. lol. stupid. then later on no one partner her. n suay suay xx nvr come on tht day. nvm. i got ppl to partner >:D then later mr sul teach choke. o.o i see i find it look familiar but i up till now still cant figure out y so familiar. nvm. but in the end i nvr learn the choke properly cos i dun i will or can use it? then i let the NYJC de, mavis, try on me. she lightest in her sch de judo club oso ^^. high 5!!!

i thought of it for very long n i finally found my ans. yes...hair can change a person. if u change into a hairstyle u like u may change cos tht hairstyle gave u a diff level of confidence. maybe is cos u like tht hairstyle u change into...ur confidence got higher n tht results in a change of behavior n all. maybe. if im not wrong. it could b tht u keep thinking of how much u love ur hair u forget bout other stuff? maybe. lol. but i wont lose to hair. i will.........try.......... to bring back wat i lost? try. try my best bah.k my mission 2010. bring back wat i lost. lol. like as if u lost ur memory i wan bring it back liketht. no lahhh. i dun mean tht way. other than tht, i found out tht little little things can change someone. like u got a new person in ur life. it can change u. or u all of sudden have stead after wanting it for so long. tht can slightly change a person. im not saying me. i single. i wonder if i got change anot... lol did i? i dun noe.
" her feelings she hides. her dreams she cant find. shes losing her mind. shes fallen behind. she cant find her place. shes losing her faith. shes falling from grace. shes all over the placeeee "
guess the song. i only like tht part of the song. my fluffy ( rabbit ) grew bigger le. in just 7 mths shes gonna be the size of a small sized dog. no joke. its true. the shop owner say de. i realised tht she like to sniff on ppls feet. not just mine. any other ppl's as long as its closest to her. wth. thn i let out the rabbit my sis dun dare walk on the floor unless i carry up the rabbit. lol. scaredy cat. neko-chan!!!

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Friday, June 11, 2010

tdy... bored... fucking angry. no mood. i sooo wan to hit 2 fat ass. then xx tell me wat :

( after grumbling bout wan to hit them all this... )

xx : u last yr compared to now like got change eh
me: wat?
xx: last yr de u wont resort to hitting someone u noe?
me: ( nvr say anything )
xx: now ( as in at tht time ) u like very violent eh.
me: but i fucking angry now.
xx: just dun care them ah
me: if i dun care the amt of ppl laughing would increase.
xx: no. but is ***** leh wat u think?
me: ***** so? i dun wan it to b like last yr. every ( really. is everyday. no exaggeration ) day ppl like to bully me, laugh at me all this. i cant stand it.

so with me holding a cloudy mind. i walk out of sch to bbt. buy grape juice. mi fav. then this time i slowly drink cos usually i drink till very fas. the sat at bbt. thr awhile. vent my anger on the empty cut after i finish drinking the water. i was like fucking angry. i smash the cup downwards in one shot the cup become flat. the straw fly out but landed on the table. the straw the ends cracked. nvr had been so angry before for this yr. nb. i dun care who the person is. whether is president or wat shit. i hear tht again. they will fucking die. i mean it -.-

cb. very funny ah? dun make me ask u to fuck off man. i dun care who ur sis is. n i dun care if the position u standing in the sch higher than me now. pump? pump lah for all i care. but if u pump me can u cfm u will not feel guilty? ur in the wrong first ok. wat role model...pui. role model for fat ppl in the world. nb. sry. not in a gd mood. this is not the original yuki here.

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tdy went out again. yay... tdy actually i woke up at 9+ going 10 but then i fell asleep till 12 pm like tht. then woke up. bathe all this then go j8 eat mac. eat alrdy go clarke quey cut hair. i trim my fringe n cut abit of my hair. i ask to cut too short T.T now quite short alrdy. then aft tht wait my sis high light her hair. then go orchard thr. walk to far east. walk here walk thr. my sis bought 1 pair of shorts. then walk till at night then i go home. my sis n my sis fren go watch nightmare on elm street. m18. fuck lah. nb. i wan watch oso lorrr. but cant so stay at home till my sis comeback. my com speaker got prob i think, keep all of sudden have weird weird sound those kind of weird music suddenly. fuck then i cant listen to music or watch vid. then fb-ed for a long while then finally got nth to do then i offline go watch tv. so bored. nth to watch. watch stupid show. then sis came n now im here in bed with my ds. tmr actually got my pri sch de class gathering, go sentosa all this but i lazy to go. very hungry now... no food for me now. so bored...i found out something...nvr hold a crumpler at one side when ur wearing sleeveless clothes. ur shoulders will break man. thts wat happen to me tdy. i was wearing a tank top . holding my crumpler at one side until at night then i cannot tahan. cos very heavy n my shlder very pain.

tmr gonna b earliest again. wthhhhh.


Wednesday, June 9, 2010

to me its difficult to see wats fake n wats real when in words. but its definitely impossible to see wats hidden behind my smile. so far no one can see it. only myself.

tdy finally got go out. after judo. i dunno y my sis wake me up so suddenly. reach thr damn early. i was 2nd. gen n victor this two couple came first. mi n sis n her bf went to thomson plaza to dunno do wat. withdraw money i think. then i thirsty till gonna die. i finish my sis whole bottle of water still thirsty. then after tht go buy one packet of milo. less than 10 min finish. ya i noe. i noe money. pathetic right? then after tht thirsty till gonna diee man. i like 3 days nvr drink water liddat. after tht go cineleisure. dunno do wat. walk here walk thr. then walk to centre point ( is tht how u spell it? ) then my sis n her bf bought 2 hamster. one of them bite me sia. nvm not as pain as rabbit bite or rabbit scratch. then we walk awhile. later sit bus back to j8. thn actually my sis bf going home de then my sis ask him stay. lol stay lor. i dunno y they buy hamster sia. so bored de. nth to play de. later kill the hamster then got. so small the hamster. later i step until the hamster. rabbit better. bigger. easier to spot. watever. i miss my rabbit. shes at my grandma house. living in tht pathetic small cage. come home better. the cage at my house 5 times bigger. no joke. serious.

tdy i fight with one NYJC. wow she got fall. cool...so long nvr feel wat winning feels like. but them she nvr fall totally flat. too bad. no ippon. hais. wasted. atleast i got point yay. then mr ho start picking bpsians to fight with NYJC. lucky i short. cos no one in NY same height or size as me. NO NID FIGHT. haha. haiz...k lah. nth to say liao. hope i get ipod touch.

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Tuesday, June 8, 2010

tmr my father going dunno whether malaysia or batam for golf. his not going to b at home till fri. YAY!!! shiok manzxc!!!

finally got way of buying ipod nano le ^^!!! cos tdy my sis bf came to the house. very early. before my sis time to go sch. so i still sleeping. then when he going to reach (heheh cos i ask him buy breakfast for me before he come ytd) my sis wake me up ask me go outside sleep cos my sis bf wan come my room sleep awhile. then i say i dun wan dun wan all this. my sis try to pull me up but cant.lol. then she say ' ok u go out sleep now i buy u ipod nano.' then at first i dun believe then i say ' u wont buy one lor. ' then she say ' i will. look into my eye. when i say i will means i will.' then i let my guard down for once. but really can eh. we r having serious thoughts in buying it now. n the plan is. my sis bf fork out $50 for meee. my sis nxt week onwards working so she spit out duno $100 or $50 for me n i must ofcos try to cough out pathetically $50. i wan to buy the 16g one but. not enough money so i decided to buy the 8g one. if im not wrong i rmb 8g one is below $200. so shld b can. WOOOO!!! YAYYYY!!! so happy sia. i wan the orange one since the red one like very difficult to get. not alot store have red one. only hot pink. so orange lor. orange oso not bad actually.

to u. u coming back le? je m'eunnie beaucoup. je'taime. heheheheh. i suppose u understand tge first one but think u dun understand the 2nd one. ha.

so before i save till $50 ( i just got one $10 note from father ^^ not gonna spend it >:D ) i will gather songs. cos my pathetic fone no memory card one -.- now i got a few songs in my fone. i shall transfer the songs into my com then delete delete le then get somemore songs. hahah~ still got 25 hrs n 19min. assume u tmr 12 o'clock then reach here. haha 2nd week nia it feels like a month had past. i nvr have a hol tht make time past so slow sia. i wan go back schhhhh. hope i can save till $50 quick ><.


Monday, June 7, 2010


one more lonely meee. hahahah ~ :DDDDDDD. count count count...aiya maths no gd. i feel like a little girl sitting by the window seat when its raining waiting for ppl to come back home.
tdy i was suppose to have a blister at my little toe thr but cos i was thrown so many times the tiny blister sort of burst. ow...yeah. before judo umar was stuck at the right hand side de staircase. the one tht leads to the gallery. LOL. he keep call for jonas cos tht time only got me n jonas thr only. LOL then jonas say dun care lah. hahahahaah. then he was stuck inside thr for very very very long. then we nvr let him out. went across bbt thr. tok tok tok. whole point is to leave him thr. then see until alot NYJC de ppl liao then finally go back sch. then go liao umar was out liao. cos putri let him out. HAHAHHAHAHAAH. freaking funny ah. u shld have seen. ' (pulls door continuously*) jonas~~ jonas~~~. ( continues to pull the locked door )' haha retarded.
haha...haiz...whr u??????? je m'eunnie de toi beaucoup!!! bored...half of my life came out. lols. wonder whr it went n when will it come back


Thursday, June 3, 2010

im boreddddd. i wan sch to reopen. at least during sch days i can go out. now is like living in a bird cage. i wan to see my frens. n my love ones like important person no. 1 n 2. important person no. 1 can at least go judo maybe can sneak a peek of her :P. important no. 2 leh...dunno lah. hahah. schhh i wan go schh. im boredd. nth to write.


Tuesday, June 1, 2010

im at home at lasttt. online freely at lasttt. buttt. NO ONE ONLINEEEE. no one call ...ok lah got ppl msg me. abit nia. this afternoon. t.v got nth. fone got nth. computer...abit thing. k. watch me fav. crayon shin channnnnn. since las yr no watch till now :> .

tmr my sis b-day. yay can wear skinnys to the bbq. but...she wan me wear tank top. i very modest de ok. i wear t-shirt n nth shorter than tht k. walao but she wan me wear. k lah. for once. who wan go bbq??? yes cigs allowed cos the whole group of my sis guy fren smoking. k some ppl i noe some i dunno. hear name dunno face. lol. honestly i rather b an extra thr tmr rather than stay at home rotting to death. i nid sunshineeee. seriously ive been staying indoors these days. ...lol 4 days of holidays nia i complaining so much. i wonder how im gonna survive the nxt...few days. my maths not gd k so nvr count how many days. lol. i wanna go outtt. but i go out oso dunno wat to do. thr are advantages n disadvantages of holidays. advantages is no nid so early wake up. thts abt all. slacking? i do tht even during sch days. disadvantages. bored. nth to do. no one call me go out T.T . t.v nth to watch. com no one online cos all out. fone no one msg/call cos all out. mp3...earpiece still spoilt. no money to get one anyway. my one month money left with $10 n the month just start. let me think. i spent the $40 on food. n returning my sis some money. treating my cousins to some snacks (u think i wan? if i dun they will cry in front of me. damn sia suay ok.) so i broke for this whole month. i thought i got money to buy earpiece T.T

anw. forget to say. i injured my left toe. painnn. i cannot bend it much. and tdy i walk up the stairs too fast. i kick until the steps T.T. my right arm oso. i stretch until the muscle. very pain. i have great difficulty wearing or changing shirt now. ppl bai ka. i bai qiu liao.lol. this joke damn cold. my right hand cannot touch my neck from the back now. cannot even bend half way through T.T .



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