so long no post. its not cos i lazy. is i cannot use com :'( . dunno wat the fuck is wrong. now i at home cos later got tuition. nid retest ( again ) -.- this june one i skip le then thought dun have liao then suddenly my sis come bomb me one ' U NOE WHENS UR RETEST ANOT???? NXT THURS GOT RETEST LEH!!!! ' wth. when she say tht time i didnt even noe wat she toking abt.

my class seem to have one ' 2nd lee ling ' -.-. damn disgusting sia. i mean not lee ling disgusting is tht 2nd wannabe disgusting. come le judo no one cared. no one took 2nd look at her. then she go find someone tht hated her alot. genevieve. lol. stupid. then later on no one partner her. n suay suay xx nvr come on tht day. nvm. i got ppl to partner >:D then later mr sul teach choke. o.o i see i find it look familiar but i up till now still cant figure out y so familiar. nvm. but in the end i nvr learn the choke properly cos i dun i will or can use it? then i let the NYJC de, mavis, try on me. she lightest in her sch de judo club oso ^^. high 5!!!

i thought of it for very long n i finally found my ans. yes...hair can change a person. if u change into a hairstyle u like u may change cos tht hairstyle gave u a diff level of confidence. maybe is cos u like tht hairstyle u change into...ur confidence got higher n tht results in a change of behavior n all. maybe. if im not wrong. it could b tht u keep thinking of how much u love ur hair u forget bout other stuff? maybe. lol. but i wont lose to hair. i will.........try.......... to bring back wat i lost? try. try my best bah.k my mission 2010. bring back wat i lost. lol. like as if u lost ur memory i wan bring it back liketht. no lahhh. i dun mean tht way. other than tht, i found out tht little little things can change someone. like u got a new person in ur life. it can change u. or u all of sudden have stead after wanting it for so long. tht can slightly change a person. im not saying me. i single. i wonder if i got change anot... lol did i? i dun noe.

" her feelings she hides. her dreams she cant find. shes losing her mind. shes fallen behind. she cant find her place. shes losing her faith. shes falling from grace. shes all over the placeeee "

guess the song. i only like tht part of the song. my fluffy ( rabbit ) grew bigger le. in just 7 mths shes gonna be the size of a small sized dog. no joke. its true. the shop owner say de. i realised tht she like to sniff on ppls feet. not just mine. any other ppl's as long as its closest to her. wth. thn i let out the rabbit my sis dun dare walk on the floor unless i carry up the rabbit. lol. scaredy cat. neko-chan!!!