tdy nth to blog de. wake up. laze in bed n play ds for abt 1 hr then willing to get out of bed n all. cos stomach calling me. then go feed rabbit. then make bread for myself. then sit on sofa...stone for quite long then finally go on com. go see ur* old foto again. sit on the chair n stone again while thinking of last time de things. really miss it alot. really dun wan this yr to end. really really really dun wan this yr de sec 4 n 5 to b gone.

anw, got thing to say. wat i dun like. dun like it when ppl say they will do something or not say will make something then u got damn happy then in the end they nvr do it. it nvr happened. or they push the responsibility like they ask u to ask other ppl. -.- i dun like it. its like wtf ah. waited so long in the end. nvr happen.

u said it. u told me u will. i took it so seriously. in the end wat happen? it nvr happened. u pushed it to other ppl. i was happy. i was excited. my hopes were so high but in the end? u crushed it all the way down. i was disappointed but i didnt want to admit i was cos its u. now i realised how disappointed i was. i wondering ' wth? u said u were. u say u will. u said after tht i will b. but now...? tht days nvr gonna happen ' n all u told to me to clear all this was ' ask so n so or who n who. they noe it '

ok...dunno y i suddenly think of it n get so worked up. haha. no use getting worked up. anw i keep thinking tmr is mon then i go j8 buy the art stuff. i hate arttt. stupid jane tan keep expecting us to buy things like tracing paper...colour paper...etc. etc. etc. for students tht are not so lucky like me. whenever oso can buy. haha. i find them quite ke lian. nid cough out the money to buy all tht stuff. n its not like got so much time to go j8 to buy although i noe my home damn close to it ah but oso dun have the time wat. lol? haiz...sianzxc ttm x.x wish i had more time n freedom. just a little bit more...i wanna go out myself n see the worlddddd～.....