now...i feel...nth. dunno. mind empty...just want u* back. i just want wat the world used to b like back. lols? 3 more months left. i didnt get the chance to interact with **her for 2 weeks plus or minus i think. :( tu ran hao xiang ni, ni hui zai na li? LOL LOL LOL IM OK. at least, the last thing i can comfort myself is, is tht , i tried my best alrdy :): . haha. daijoubu. time to toughen up, kyu grade comp coming soon. last time national n age group lose cos i not experienced enough n i didnt really noe how to do my move properly. now, yolande last time taught me abit technique, quite useful. so i shld ganbatte. 'be yourself n do your thing n you wont go wrong' thts my quote. nxt week got very little training so, watever day can train must train the hardest i can now. even if i not very strong, i still want tht bronze medal. okayyy so i shld go find one senior teach me liao. dunno who. maybe dun even have? LOLsss. every ant is a giANT. lol. stupid sentence, dunno where i get from.

haiz...1 wrong move caused like half of my life to turn upside down. so im soooo not gonna do anything to turn the other half of my life down :). wanna say sry to everybody for disappointing them by picking the wrong choice. lols im so evillll.