tell me, y at this point m i thinking so much?
tell me, how can tht make me not paranoid?
tell me, y m i like resisting like shit to just
stop myself from buying *something now?
i think if my temptation become more i will nid to tie
my hands tgt.
haiz. take a deep deep breath...
OK. im...fine...ya.
haha. crazy.
tdy...practically nth happen.
not practically, totally.
pretty normal day.
...can humans b split into 2 temporary for awhile?
i think i nid to hug myself now.
LOLsss. crazyzxc :x



they say actually if u wan to succeed in something is quite easy
when u r at wits end, like almost cannot tahan le
very tough very xin ku le,
u just nid to tahan alittle while more
then succeed le...
ok im not ok.
this time, its hard to hide
the more i write till very happy like tht
the worse i feel, dunno y
first time.
ya. i oso noe nobody read this blog
so its ok for me to pour abit
on how i feel here
...


ok. i feel worse then not ok
fucking miserable now
but maybe is i think too much
but i dunno
still feel fucking fucking miserable
but i ... sad le... bu kai xin...
doesnt make a diff to anyone
no one have the time to bother
i oso dun wan waste ppl time on myself
waste time on me for?
no point oso. got more ppl waiting for tht care
i just like ...... awhile jiu ok le lah
then everything will go back to normal
i tahan-ing. its ok. really. seriously ok
thts how i go through it...everytime. myself.
theres no longer anyone thr.
serves me right.
i didnt cherish them when they were thr
when they leave then i realise they were the ones
tht nvr left.
especially the last one.
he/she nvr leave.
he/she nvr kup the fone when its so late le
n tmr got sch
most ppl really tired le will just heck care n kup the fone
he/she didnt. he/she took in everything i said
nxt day still bad mood. he/she one the 2nd person tht ask me
' u look so dull. ok not? '
first person ofcos is yf lahhh.
i dunno how le. just keep quiet n tahan.
like how i do it. everytime.
now tht person leave le.
now all i can do is. keep quiet n wait till this feeling leave.
n, it will

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