laughter n smiles r my best diguise

im quite gd at pretending tht it doesnt hurt too

but thr r a few times i almost lost control of my emotions

tht time cant control my tears

emil saw my eye like very...bright when the sun shine

n ask me wat happen.

lol told him nth happened

first time lost control

haha :):

ive been walking through my live

sometimes i think back

n realise ive been damn annoying

just cos i wanted to hide everything

with something tht wasnt me

then i ask myself,

wtf u doing? i noe thts a very gd way to hide

but its making ppl hate u.

n i kena this ^^^^^^^^^^^ above thing

AGAIN

now wat?

most of the world hate me?

got misunderstood

:( yeah lah. i act pai kia.

hahassssss. i fucking love to act pai kia ley

i feel damn power leyyyy hahahhahahahsssssss

nvm....

arghhhhh y i keep swingg

stop...swinging >< .

i keep slap myself

no use

someone with a bigger strength

come help get me out of this swing

everytime. hide hide hide

hide this

hide tht

mostly cos dun wan ppl feel bad

dun wan ppl angry or sad or wat

then end up later on

something happen

tio misunderstood

hahas this kinda feeling...damnnn

s.h.i.o.k

not.

nvm.

yuki chau.

smiles :DDDD

cheer up

dun swing lai swing qu

u swing le

thing still the same

u will still b left alone to fight this pain

now diff le

last time got fone

got tht fren

u can pourrr

now.

fone gone.

fren left you.

nid to b strong.

time to toughen up even more

cannot b so weak

or not future got more thing

got more setbacks how?

u gonna just break down like tht?

NO

u gonna stay strong

u gonna stand up through everything

like how u do it everytime :)

fall down just pick urself up

no ones gonna always pick u up when u fall

they got more important thing to do

so now when u alone

prove to urself u can do it :)

ganbatte!

hahas like toking to myself sia

k. i think my smile is somewhr

lol u all will see it by tmr again

like u do

everydayy...

to be brave is to be able to love someone without expecting anything in return, not being afraid of being hurt.

a harder thing in life is to let the one you love to love someone else :) so its like a choice between whether u wan to b the one to get hurt or not. to b happy or let tht person u love to b happy. me getting is ok. daijoubu. im strong. :) i stood up when every fell for years :)