ok..tht fairy tale seem to...just... quieten down alrdy...n life seems to return to its old..meaningless...state...

LOL crazy y i type till like tht?
life got boring again?
suppose so.

can we SERIOUSLY pretend tht airplanes or satellites on the night sky r shooting stars?
i wanna make a wish to settle everything down:(

y do i seem to keep minding how other ppl feel?
i dun even noe wat i wan?
i dun even noe wats my own happiness?
i think thts cos i smile alot everyday?
maybe thts how i mix the real n fake happiness...

ytd was one of my relatives birthday...
went to celebrate?
end up i lie down at a slide at the playground thr
alone.
n i look at the stars.
although very little
but stars r still beautiful
y do i keep ... like...
keep being alone?
nowadays
lesson finish. bell ring.
everybody rush out with their frens
i alone slowly pack my stuff
then bai kah oso walk alone
but then
being alone is not tht bad
i feel relax
dunno y.
like ... i dunno how explain...like carefree u noe?
anw. back to the i look at stars thing
count count count. go 9 stars within my view.
i think if i stand up n look all around will have more than tht
haha
shld try it sometimes. at night

tdy's update.
nth. at home slack
boredzzz.
waiting for tuition at 5.30
n now only wat time? 1.30pm
lol. nvm i listening to music

hope my mood doesnt swing now tht im alone again.
haha.
daijoubu, i'll b all right :)

ooi, dun saddd. i noe u will b very sad
maybe u emo.
but chillz.
n cheer upppp.
grief lingers but life must go on ...
sry i not very good in cheering ppl up.

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