its only 56 mins left to christmas
and my mood just... dunno. flunctuate? swing?
feel like apologising to the ppl i've treated badly this year
now wan me count like got a few
im so bad. ima bitch.

then again i wanna give myself a fucking tight slap
and shout at myself to ' MOVE ON!!! GET ON WITH LIFE!!! '
arghhh i siao alrdy
fa yang dian. relapse of mental prob.
siao eh. i emo for wat?
tmr is christmas le
must b happy.
i think i seriously got mental prob
awhile happy
later hand itchy or kpo
see something or WOTEVER
then emo. haha.

AIYAAA!!!!!!
I EMO FOR WATTT???
I WAN TO BEAT MYSELF UP
FOR BEING STUPID...
lalalalala. no im ok.

just now i went youtube saw alot of rabbit
got one type of bunny
the eye so freakishly huge
so scary. HAHAHA!
no. no no nooooo
fluffy cuter. NO
she cutest. HAHAHHA!!!

just suddenly wish i can die for tht sec 3 senior...
WTF. NO. WHY DID I SAY THT? lol
i anyhow spam.
lol just now tht one was crazy talk
i too young to die
hahahas.

lalalalaaaa.
'rocking on a rocking chair~' - ( rocking chair over turn )
OWWWWWW!!!!

i cannot find a way to describe it
it's thr inside
all i do is hide
i wish tht it would just go away
wat would u do,
you do, if u knew?
wat would u do?

all the pain
i thought i knew
all the thoughts
leads back to u
back to wat
was nvr said.
back n forth inside my head
i cant handle this confusion
im unstable
someone plsss, come n take me away from here

i feel like i am all alone
all by myself
i need to get around this
my words r ( freaking ) cold (when i matters )
i dun (NVR) wan to hurt u
if i show u
i dun think u will understand
cos no one (ever) understands...

as soon as i get my new fone
shld b w508 bah.
father dun wan me get ex fone
cos he say later end up in pieces again
then he heartpain. lol
im gonna find some very mature ppl to tok to
someone tht will explain things to me
make me laugh
nvr hurt me
always thr for me
nvr ever kup my fone.

like the last 2 i have
they all left me le :'(

dunno whether got anymore ppl like tht
exist in the world not

Labels: btw merry christmas ppl. dun think much will see this