dear bloggie,
fanny hates me
i dunno why.
ytd mr ho ask me to the obstacle
when fanny jump over me
she go hit my back.
i thought if u do stun man ver.
of rolling break fall
ur hand wont touch the person's back?
anw, continuing
dewi wants to jump over me
then i heard fanny say
' zhuang ta, zhuang ta man! '
( hit her, hit her man! )
wtf?
can u dun resort to such stupid ways
to vent ur own hate on me?
im not saying u r stupid
but just tht
even if u hit until me
it doesnt make a diff to me
ya u shiok
but nth changes wat
im still yuki wat
not like u hit me
then i suddenly become jana
or other ppl?
i will still b me
and btw,
i didnt even do anything to u -.-
i dun even tok to u
hahas, u think everyone likes u
wait till i tell u wat ppl thinks
but nahhh
i can keep a secret
wat goes around comes around
im not gonna do anything
im just gonna see the effects of karma :)
whenever u feel sad
u feel pain in ur heart
its most likely karma
u do something to hurt someone
somethings gonna hurt u too
but u didnt hurt me :)
its not like u're my fav senior
u're someone i see everyday
so it doesnt matter to me

wth. i dunno how come emil
can see my pain just by LOOKING into my eye
is not close up then can see
he was sitting like 3 m away n can see???
wth. how does he do tht???
his the ONLY one in da whooole wide world
able to do tht.
somebody tell me HOW. DOES. HE. DO. IT???
i when i feel abit sad n like try to ignore it
but know its bugging me, he can tell.
when i swallow my tears. he can tell.
i smile, act normal, he can tell.
his psychic O.O

tht time i barely cried
then he was like ' wth, shes crying sia.'
then i was like ' hahas no. '
then he say ' no lorh. u inside is feel like crying de lor'
( its true.)
omfg. i dunno how he see.

kk. change other subject.
wthh. sch so...dunno how say...
like...having to stay in the same room
for one whole day with no break
is making me damn sleepy
its like really no break at all lor
this tcher go out
5 sec later the nxt tcher come in
freaking tired ><
i dun like it sia. it sux.
hard to make myself dun fall asleep sia
grrr. i hate you valerie goh!!!

hurhurhurr... ima bored
abit off mood nowadays...
.___.''' ummm...
(awkward silence............)
yan lei ku gan le
gan qing hao xiang kuai yao jie shu le ( i think)
zai deng duo yi xia xia...
zhen de mei fa zi jiu...shi shuo zai zian de shi hou le :)
deng ye deng le
ku ye ku guo le
wo...lei le...
wo shou bu liao le
this is hopeless i noe it. hahas...
i dunno y i was hanging on
knowing it was useless
hahas...

Labels: wo zhong yu kai shi lei le...

wah tdy like so tired ><
i in lesson time almost sleep
but nvr haha
i go dig out all the sweets i have
n eat it in front of the tcher. LOL
no reaction eh. haha
tdy in class i damn sian
ITS DRIVING ME CRAZY!!!
after every lesson i will walk around
but still sian
still have the im-still-a-kid feeling
the homeroom system atleast
make me feel more like a teenager
haha.
after sch i go hall
then dk say wanna quit judo
n go join basket ball
jana cry sia
cry till so jia lat
i hug her n keep tell her 'its ok'
lol my back was slightly aching
then her tears keep drip on my hand
drip alot. i keep clean on my shirt
by the time she ok
my sleeve very wet with her tears
i dunno y
but i suddenly sort-of like a psychic
i like noe wat she is feeling
i like noe the pain oso
then i tell her atleast she got him
better than dun have him
then u dun wan him leave
at tht situation
u cant do anything de lor
u can only keep it in ur heart
n cry to urself ( if u wan ) cuz
ur opinion doesnt concern him
his not ur who
he wan leave u oso cant do anything
now she finally let him join judo
but he must wait for her everyday
lol their situation from drama to romance
wth. they like weird. haha
they always must like tht then will ok
lol.

then dk told me something
walao fuck it lah
i dun like it at all lor :'(
but i forget bout it real fast
cuz yshmaeil come then he damn funny sia
lol wthhh just now jonas keep throw me
he throw me like i a soft toy like tht
OH YA! YANFENG CAME!!!!
^^ OMGGGG!!!
but just now i like yi yi bu she to leave her :(
i miss herrrr!!! don't go awayyy!!!
don't leave me !!!

then nid'a demo >< omggg
actually i oso nvr do much
but still, i stage fright
i dun dare look at the audience sia
i look at joel face n nvr change
wth he suddenly throw
n like drop me from so high
i was like saying softly ' can dun throw me so high '
then the demo finish le
all go back sit at the crash mat
yanfennnggg :DDD
wow thachanat buy chicken rice for EVERYBODY
haha so good.
then the demo finish le
i go around asking ppl to join
got one guy from NPCC
thought i sec 1 sia
he come ask me ' r u sec 1? '
wthhhhh >< !!!

in the bus we toking bout yf whack cavell
n zh oso. haha
then i alight same place as vanessa
then she ask me got whack ppl before not
then i suddenly rmb
last yr i flare up n almost go whack one guy
he now in 2a1
wtf he come scold my mom
i was like lost control
i stand up n wan pull his hair
n slam his face on the table
but the fren go block
tskkk if i faster he could have got wat he deserve
haha but 3 days after tht he come tell me sorry. LOL

haha i nid'a go buy my orange belt
ornot i everytime got judo will kena pump
or kena throw by everyone.

heheh tdy was a long long day
so tireddd
haha yf, i missed uuuuuuu

fuck bps. fuck principal. fuck everything
so damn sian lor. i HATE it
wth, i wan walk up to tht fucking v.goh n
ask her in the face ' u think this is FUN? '
i think she come wrong sch alrdy,
this is bps. bishan park sec
not bukit panjang sec
or watever.
knn v.goh is awesome man
in just 2 days
she made EVERYONE hate her
i now dun even feel like going sch liao lor
now like go back to pri sch like tht
worst thing is now nid stay in the class
for the whole day liao.
last time home room system
ask me stay in a classroom for 2 lessons
i oso will start fidgeting liao
n like despo to get out
wtf now wan me stay inside thr whole day ?!
like tht i sleep whole day oso can
cuz dun nid change class mah
send home then send luh
i cannot wait to get out of thr
stupid v.goh
u think i now still like this sch uh?
u think i even wan look at ur face?
_l_ fuck u. dun bhb
i tell u if long long ago the batch still
in bps then she cfm kena bully de lor
bully until like shit
now de classroom system can let
ALOT of ppl can sleep longer
lols? wats the prob?
u give us chance to sleep the whole day eh?
then wat, cannot tolerate bullies?
disrespect for teachers?
cannot tolerate then change sch lah
plus u this kind of person
which fucked up person in sch
will respect u?
u think u very respectful ah?
oh puh-LEEASE
i puke for u see wan?
alter uniform must have ur permission then can?
eh cha bor. u think u my lao bu ah?
if u are then u not in this world liao
is i buy the uniform one right?
got use until a single-cent of ur money not?
i fuck care u. i wan alter my prob
must have mc then can wear slipper?
wat if i sprain my ankle then
my father nvr bring me go see doc?
like last yr like tht.
u think by going against us
everyone will like a dog like tht
listen n sit whenever u ask?
this is bps not
cfm will have ppl rebel against u de
n the more u go against
the more those ppl will rebel.

eh v.goh. just fuck die u lah
jana say bloody mary is real
she say see before
the cousin at night go look for bloody mary
to seek revenge
she say cannot see her
only the mirror got blood come out
i wan go seek her
LOL but i scared of this kind of thing.
i wish someone will go look for her
may she b cursed with ten folds

okayyy, tht post below very nasty. haha

tdy like a sian. lol.
wthhh. i wonder whose the last person
tht take locker key from me
to take something
then tht fuckerr nvr lock the locker
just balance the lock on the hook part
then give me back the key
nvr even tell me nvr lock
okay i noe at this point oso abit my fault
i not responsible, nvr go double check
but wth, nvr lock dunno how to tell me uh?
i in deep shit liao lahhh :'(
my position in great danger liao lahhh
gonna get pump-ed liao lahhh
sekaly even remove my position
nooooo T.T...

haiz..nvm.
tdy i meet up with jana in the bus
saw alot of little sec 1s
lol ok i oso very short so cannot say them

go sch , reach hall alrdy WAH
this yr sec 3 guys look so weird man!!!
they suddenly look very tall
lol i think is cuz they wear long pants
but eee, so weird. so....eww. haha
haiz...not used to sch!!!
i always go sch with yf de
now so sian :(
then sit at my sec 1 position
i always like to sneak a peek
at yf randomly sometimes,
then i now keep forget
then everytime i will look up n ' eh whrs yf? '
then after tht rmb.
so saddd :'(
wthhh, last time when see until yf walk
past my class i will get excited de lor
now...so siannnn
everything so siannn
can dun go sch anymore?
walao i first time dun feel like going to sch sia!!!
then the gallery now so messy
this year de 5a1 suddenly in the middle o.0
lol now this sch boring liao
last time i always hear yf story like so amazing sia
now the sch so...SIANNNNN
someone please make me not siannnn

after went j8 eat n do something...i forget wat
with putri. then we walk walk abit
then keep bump into yshmaeil n his another fren
then they bored so follow us
then we keep walk around until no place to walk
so say go library, dunno y
in the library we keep say funny thing
tht like cannot laugh
but really damn funny
then atlast cannot tahan liao
faster get out of the library
ornot later cannot stop the laughter
then no whr go
then the carpark got one corner can sit
then go thr
then we like cannot tok properly
cos keep laugh. yshmaeil keep tougue-tied.lol
then say wrong thing. damn FUNNY!!!
then we laugh laugh laugh like mad
ppl see alrdy later thought we on drugs
we tok until half my sis suddenly call putri
i was like y the hell she call sia
then i suddenly realise i forgot abt the time
then i ask wat time liao then putri say 4 plus liao
OMFGGGGG. Y I PLAY UNTIL LIKE THT TDYYY????
then go back get scolding
i quarrel with father until damn damn damn bad
wth lor. i got try to tone down liao
in sch i tone down damn alot sia
then i oso noe i nid buck up this year
but just cos tdy late nia
he completely nvr give me the chance
to change n buck up lor
i angry till my hand shivering sia
haha. then i go sleep
fuck care him. was damn pissed
wake up then he go out
yayyyyy alone at home
FREEDOM!!! LOL