"So I don't have to say you were the one that got away."
Sunday, January 16, 2011
 i saw random fotos rmbed the pasti want to go back in time ... i think thts all i wan to say those few days so little time we spent but so memorable... i really dunno wat to say... hahas... said too much in the past now out of things to say? ha haha sometimes i smile to hide the pain sometimes i laugh to hide the sadness sometimes i shout to let the pain out but no matter what i do i just cant hide the feeling that i miss you... tell me why... ? how... we drift from so happy to.. now this point read sept 2010 post to now what happened? tell me... cuz i really dunno what went wrong urghhh watever didnt blog this few says cuz i wan skip the emo parts now i totally no whr to spill my thoughts n everything like overflowing in my head but still..hahas im still da same face!!! my face, smile, look, eyes, impenetrable u cant see the thoughts u can see my feelings u cant even sense anything wrong with me haha neh neh ni poo poo but u noe wat...? thrs more tht meets the eye hahas im hard to understand cuz i dun understand myself esther once said thr seem to b something more about me tht i didnt show n its just tht she cant figure out wat sometimes i dunno wats wrong with me sometimes i dunno y im like tht sometimes i dun even understand myself well hahas... from small to big since i was born i knew my thoughts r impenetrable its there inside of me bur just tht ppl cant see hahas... but when i still cant hold most of my anger nowadays when im angry i can get so impulsive n agressive tht i nearly always break something. lols nah..must b cuz im growing up. urghhh wat m i saying... i feel shrivelled n dying alrdy... lol im not tht old. i...dunno how to explain. i just wanna b happy in 2011 hahas...u can b happy u can b hyper but its hard to stay tht way n not let things change how u feel especially not me. hahas i suddenly dunno wat to say or how to express my feelings like last yr im suddenly out of words arghhh like tired i wan go sleep nightie night :): hahas its alright de lah i guess im just tired sleepy... haha.. |
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