i noe who is tht.
i noe wat u're toking bout
i noe everything.
the ironic thing is,
im always able to find out this kind of stuff unintentionally.
i noe abt wayyyyyy earlier than everyone
sort of everyone.
not counting those tht u told earlier.
i noe shes beautiful. she is lah.
shes cute, petite, femine..awesome lah ok.
n every opposite of me. i dun ppl to tell me 'no lah no lah. ' abt the those 4 qualities.
cuz i noe it myself since small. no joke.
lol she dunno tht i even exist but i noe her name n her face.
but this is difficult man. its hard. its killing me, it kills me.
but i noe its nvr simple nvr easy, nvr a cleanbreak n no could save me.
lol wtf m i toking bout. im being a drama queen.
but i fucking fucking really feel like i kena scalded by hot water
whenever this stuff gets into my head.
the raw edges of my wounds hurt. burnnn.
but watever. im nothing. im just a fucking little girl.
im just a plain jane. easily forgotten.
im boring. im a nerd. my atitude sux like everyone says.
im a bitch. im a fuck.
watever lah.

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