tdy p.e suck :(
i wanted to skip p.e again
but tdy cannot cuz skip again i will get detention
then just go lor
i stand thr at the field toking only
soccer ball fly, nvr kena my fren
kena my head -.-
nvr say sorry.
just continue play like normal
nvm cuz nvr really hit
then i stand another place
i back face the field
then the ball come hit until my back
fucking hard.
'BOOM!'
all my frens all shock
i oso shock
they say my back damn red
i was angry not cuz pain
not even pain although hit me very hard
i was angry cuz i just injured thr
havent recover
then later hit until my injury
pain again i cannot train
then later
only got one guy come tell me sorry
-.- my back break u tell me sorry
like tht i shoot u then tell u sorry luh
wahh tdy suay only
later in class
my back pain again
i wan lie on the table cannot lie
on the right side.
wthhh.

had a long tok with mr ho ytd.
lol. i didnt even attend judo
i just go in bow only.

when we were toking,
he told me somethins.
something bout u.
he told me tht i shld noe it.
after tht im like wtf.
but cant do anything about it.
no one wants it to b tht way.
now i noe y u nvr go judo.
u cant afford to have any injuries.
i think now,
even if u wan go back
oso no one let.
dunno if anyone noe other than me.
but can u fucking take better care of urself

嗨，可怜的你。。。
有时候我决得你比我还傻。

Labels: im not in the position to nag., k i dun wan say to much

ow, my back injured
til now havent recover
i cant train properly
i cant even do a proper backward tumble :(
damn pain...

ytd was the nationals. team event.
i go abit scared scared.
but i rmb this yr kyu grade lose because nvr train n scared
so i calm myself down n focus myself.

first match walkover.
i over thr laugh
i focus myself so long suddenly tell me tht round dun nid fight
feel like u kena tied by a belt tht is damn tight
for awhile n suddenly it broke

then 2nd match.
fight NYGH.
i stood a fair chance to win
tht girl although NYGH
i still think i stronger n faster than her
can win one lor
i threw her 3 times
no point given -.-
the last time i throw her
shld get yuko or something
mr sul over thr shout ' YUKO!!' like mad
still no point given -.-
stupid sia.

last round with east view sec
easy game. lol.
but i think i win cuz tht sch seriously lousy
i go in 5 sec then come out. LOL

so c girls got bronze. b boys n girls oso.

ok, cannot happy now.
must focus.
nxt week indiviual
stress again ><
nvm must relax~~

haiz.. i miss jana
happy tht i was able to spend time with yf
for the pass few days
nvr see her for so long

hope can see her nxt week again.