somethings on my mind.
dunno how to say it out..

it hurts..
wanna tell myself
dude, stop hurting, forget about it seriously.
but its still thr. its still bugging me.
lol. wat to do?
oso cant to do anything.
i just want it back the way it was.

last night i couldnt even sleep properly
my dreams were all messed up
like they all no link
i cant even rmb now
but i noe its like the pictures keep shuffling
arghhh this sux..
havent been having any emotions this few days
now suddenly blast me with this

sometimes i dun understand the world
i dun understand how it works
it can give u all sorts of bizarre stuff
i noe its long over but still,
knowing its ever thr still sux

idk how to say uhhhh
no one understands this feeling
this just sux big time
how did i get here man.
this sux i dun even noe how to express myself
wat to do?
cry under a table
why?
cuz im useless

i dunno lahh seriously
i dun see light in the future