Going BKK tmr.
:( havent board the plane, havent even morning
my heart alr start aching for him alr.
sounds a little exaggerating
sounds a little obsessive and/or possesive
its not. i mean, really really not
just love him alot, thts all.

now.. :/
as a girl, being a girl,
having have had a guy whose all she ever wanted,
whom is a dream come true
who is just everything,
who is the, seriously seriously, entire world,
there are bound to be some insecurities,
afterall, the more things you own, the more unsave you'd feel
and when you have your entire world in ur hands?
wow.
and i noe these insecurities are just silly sometimes
and i noe i shld have some faith in my boy
and some trust, therefore i've been trying to be most
rational,
reasonable,
logical,
open,
hopefully im really what i think ><
im not really trying to say anything but,
just be a goodboy k?



i dun wanna sound like her
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but you noe? just be a goodboy~ :)
take good good care of yourself,
dun forget to sleep or eat or poop. hahas! kidding bout the poop part.

will miss you so much i think

if i get a dollar everytime i think of you, 
and i depended on tht to survive
i think i'll die of poverty and starvation

cuz i'll only get a dollar.
you've nvr really got off from my mind, boy
you just stay right thr, in the comfy centre of my mind
since the day you step into my mind,
i rmb, the feeling was.. breath-taking.
it's like, seriously, i' ll nvr be able to find someone else,
don't you think our relationship since the first day we met, has nvr been normal?
it's different..
special? unique? weird? i have no adjectives for it really,
its like, we could nvr be just a friend, it was nvr platonic,
its always a little something more or something less.. don't you think?
the day i met you, you were nvr just a-random-joe-that-i-met-in-school,
you were somebody, you werent just someone i met,
and after i met you, i became blind to every other guys out thr. really.
ppl, they ask, why you? they have so many things to say
but i always tell them, thrs just something tht i noe tht they don't know abt you
i know you're not what they say. i always knew, whoever loved by you
is and will always be the luckiest girl ever,

i always believe i have a little six sense,
maybe they're just instincts,
maybe they're just a coincidence, for non-believers
it told me that.

though i waited long, 
i've never felt like its a mistake, its wrong, stupid or just a waste of time
it just felt so right, you felt so right.
and i hope really bad, it is right because..
i wanna walk til my last breathe with you.

okay what i just wrote might seem to just another pile of nonsense,
sweet talk, rash words but seriously its not,
they're words i've been keeping in thr for 2 yrs ><

 


wish i can sing this lullaby to you to sleep one day~ i love you :)

Labels: goodnight, i love you~, sleep tight